He Got Down On One Knee.

One of my London escorts regulars got down on one knee when we were out on a date. I have to admit that I had not expected that at all although we had been dating for a long time. Out of all the men that I date at London escorts, I guess that he is the one which I am closest to on a personal basis. We have spent a lot of time together, and I do have feelings for him,, but… marriage I really don’t know.

Personally, I feel that I am too young for marriage. Not only that, but I really do love my work for London escorts and I can’t really say that I would be keen to give it up. Like so many other cheap London escorts, I really do value my independence. What would happen if I gave all of that up and left London escorts to marry this man. In my heart of hearts, I really do have reservations that the relationship would work out in the long run.

What are the upsides? Well, this guy is rich enough and I am sure that he would look after me if I left London escorts. However, I do worry that I would end up like some sort of trophy wife and that is something that I would not want at all. I value my own lifestyle too much for that. Frankly speaking, I really don’t think that I would want to leave London escorts and end up as some sort of girl that you put on show in an expensive dress. Sadly, that is what happens to many cheap London escorts.

It is nice that he has money, and on top of that, he is a really nice guy. He is forever spoiling me with different gifts and presents, but spoiling someone is not the only thing that matters in a relationship. I think that many girls think that being spoiled is the same as being loved. Since I have been working for London escorts, I have learned that spoiling someone is kind of the cheap version of someone loving you. Love is supposed to be like a great big security blanket you wrap around you.

My main concern is that he is a lot older than me. At the moment we do have things in common, but I am not sure what the future holds. Older men often change their priorities and may even end up with a bunch of health problems which can be tough to deal with on an ongoing basis. I have dated countless older guys during my London escorts career and I have to admit that it has not done a lot for me. I think that it is better to form a long term relationship with someone your own age. You will probably find that you have more in common.

So, what should I do? I don’t want to hurt and saying no is going to be difficult. I also don’t want to marry him just to make him happy for a little while and then break his heart at a later stage. It is a tough one.